(Lolz) Hey peeps, finally a new post from me since the last one from 2 YEARS ago....!!! What am I doing right now??? Nothing... Just quit my last job over at the Subordinate Courts in the Finance Section... I feel so relax after doing so... But meanwhile I'm also on the job hunt... Can't stay jobless for too long can't we???
Too many things had happened over at Sub Courts... I hated it right there... Especially with most of the people right there (I mean the people in my department)... But it does not include Cheryl, Bhavani and Gary.... They are the best when I'm still working there....
Who I hated there?? Of course the sickening Indians right there... There's way too much to say right in there, and I rather not pollute with all the things they had done to me in there... This is one of the place I wish it to be "clean"....
I've just been irritated by Francis a few seconds ago... Urghh...!!! He bloody said that I treated him like a ball, when I need him, I will look for him, if not, I will kicked him aside... Isn't that a strong sentence to use??? I don't want to argue with him, so I told him that if that's the way he thinks, then go ahead...
There was once in the past, he mistook me as his girlfriend....!!! I already had enough of that, and because of that last incident, I already stopped contacting him... He even told him families that I was his girlfriend... Oh GOD...!!! Well, what we did was to go out for movies and dinners once in awhile... That's all, and nothing more than that... People who know me well for good, knows that I only treated them as a good friend, those kind whom I can choose to sit down and talk to them, rather than talking crap....
He told Rachel (Meiling) that I cheated his feelings... !!! (I'm speechless)
Ok, put that idiot aside, I don't think that I have do any updates the things between me and dave....
Well, dave has already passed away (Car accident)... Which is why I choose to stop blogging in there, because there's another web page that the both of us created in there... I just don't want to be reminded of him...
I don't if I'm able to find another guy like him again, maybe I'll never will... As what I had posted in the facebook, "I've moved on for certain things, but I can't move on when it comes to you..." And to one person who thinks that this phrase this very emo... I seriously was thinking if he knows the meaning of emo...
Hiaz, maybe that's about now...
Maybe will post another new post some other time later...
Or maybe in another 2 YEARS time... haaa....
I recently bought this new book called "Damaged" by Cathy Glass. This is a true story about a eight year old girl named Jodie, who was badly traumatize, hurt and abuse by her own parents since birth. Causing her to be taken away and to be foster by the author. I had finished this wonderful book in just two days, I'm just hooked. And when the story came to an end, my tears was pouring out and I was so touched.
This was the letter that the little Jodie wrote to Cathy when she was about to being sent to somewhere else for therapy and also this is the part that made me cried:
Dear Cathy,
Paula is writing this as I don't know my words. It was kind of you to look after me and I wish I could have stayed. I'm sorry for all the bad things I did. I can't help it. Something makes me. You are the only person who has looked after me and not got angry. I think you understand. I hope you forgive me. Adrian, Lucy and Paula are very lucky. When they have made me better can I come and live with you? Will you be my new mummy? I don't want my old one.
Love,
Jodie
People who reads my blog, I don't expect you guys to go buy this book (though I think buying it will be much better), but if you found it over at the library, borrow and read it. I'm not sure whether it will touch you, but I know for sure this book and this story touch my heart.
Today I had lunch in the office. More specifically, I just finished my lunch. When I just when to buy my lunch over at the 7-11 store just below my office at 1245pm, came back at 1256pm and finished it at 1305pm. That's way too fast of my eating speed. Got no idea why I was eating that fast. Saw Imah and Roger just now in the office while I almost finishing my coffee. Feel like going to the ladies now. (On a high tide) I don't feel like working this coming weekend, so tire and have to start early at 10am over at level 1. But got double pay.
I'm blogging while doing my work need to take a 5-10 minutes before I get started on another one. I just can't stop working. Once I finished one bag of report, I will immediately ask for another one. I have never been like this before, what's becoming of me? Am I turning to an workoholic after what happened to him? Might be, I just want to work myself to death.
Mandy:
Ninety Miles outside Chicago
Can't stop driving
I don't know why
So many questions
Need an answer
Two years later
he's still on my mind
Jonathan:
Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is true love just once in a lifetime?
Both:
Did the captain of the Titanic cry?
(Ohh)
(Chorus)
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain...
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue...
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you...
Mandy:
Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?
Jonathan:
Or what the wind says when she cries?
Mandy:
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
Both:
For the 97th time...tonight
(Chorus)
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain...
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue...
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you...
(yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Both:
Someday we'll know
Jonathan:
Why Samson loved Delilah...
Both:
One day I'll go
Mandy:
Dancing on the moon...
Both:
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you...
Mandy:
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow,
Jonathan:
And watched the stars crash in the sea,
Mandy:
If I could ask God just one question...
Both:
Why aren't you here with me?...tonight
(Chorus)
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain...
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue...
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you...
(yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah...
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon...
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you...
Went out with G-guy today, and watched the movie "secret". We didn't know what to watch and he was trying to make me go to the office on time.
Initially we planned to go to the coffee club to have our dinner and then eat the mud pie which was free when order 2 main course. Because I told him last night that I got a free mud pie when I ordered 2 main courses when I was having dinner with huihui. But we didn't manage to have dinner because I had to go, though I never rush there. On our way to the office, he bought some donuts, after that he walked me to my office at Level 5.
This is how the mud-pie looks, and it's very big in size. Me and huihui took some time to finish it off.
That's how it ended for the gathering between the 2 of us. But we did say that we might be meeting again this Friday for dinner either at Billy Bombers or coffee club, since I will end my work early.
After that, went out with huihui to get my watch repair. Then went to shop around over at Bugis. Got myself a new bag at the Little Match Girl shop which costs me around $50. Kind of heartache, before that I also saw a watch which costs $73. But I didn't get the watch, got myself self-control.
So this is how I spent my day today, and tomorrow I'll be working again at Level 1 from 2pm-10pm. So tire.
YEAH!!!~
Went to watched Rogue Assassin after my work with Huihui at 11pm. The show was GREAT, and Jet Li was awesome. Haha, can't blame me, who ask me to like him so much.
Got free flow of popcorns from the concess, and after the show, got free cab home. Actually, it was Desmond who planned for me. See he's good right? But cannot take advantage of it. Initially, I didn't know that he planned for me, but Huihui said he should have planned for us. So just went back to the office and look at the cab list.
Last night was also the same, but I didn't watch the movie. I was in the office helping out.
I think I will want to watch the same show again, just can't resist Jet Li's kung fu action. So cool.
Girl, I've been watching you
Wondering what's your name and could I get ya
I'm hoping that you're feel the same
Baby, what's on your mind?
Darlin' , don't you know it's the perfect time
You know I'm gonna make it right
Girl I'm gonna get ya
You know I need you inmy world
You know I'm gonna get ya
I'm begging you to be my girl
Even though you might be scared
I promise I'll be there
Girl I'm gonna get ya , Tonight
Now, that we're all alone
I'm looking in your eyes
Can you see me?
Girl, this is no surprise
I think I'm falling in love
Darlin' , don't you know it's the perfect time
You know I'm gonna make you mine
Girl I'm gonna get ya
You know I need you inmy world
You know I'm gonna get ya
I'm begging you to be my girl
Even though you might be scared
I promise I'll be there
Girl I'm gonna get ya , Tonight
Don't you know I need you evry time I see you
Don't keep me waitin' , with my love on the line
When you are away from me , you're the only one I see
Girl I just can't seem to get you off my mind
Girl I'm gonna get ya
You know I need you inmy world
You know I'm gonna get ya
I'm begging you to be my girl
Even though you might be scared
I promise I'll be there
Girl I'm gonna get ya , Tonight