I’m now on the train on my way home. I’ve finished all my homework in school except for the peer and self evaluation. The rest I have finished it. I done them all in school. Think tomorrow will be doing the same thing before going to archery training. I’m starting to train on the 26 bow. Ya… But one thing is that I’ve to start all over again. Because I’d changed my shooting position as I keep hitting my arm. So everything has to start all over again. Sad case, train till so long and hard then in the end has to go through the things I once went through once more. But I think I’m improving. Okay I’m thick skin. I’m still afraid of what will happen to me if that guy still pesters me. Will my mental break down or will I still be the same. That is what I keep asking myself. Though making a police did make me feel better but somehow I think that doesn’t help much. I wonder did he follow me home, did he spy on whatever things I do. How come he knows what time I wake up and goes to school? And why is I’m his only target? (The second question is based on my assumptions. That might not be true I’m his only target.) Worrying going home and stepping out of my house. Cause he might be just outside the doorstep. And about going home late at night when I have archery training. I suspect that he’s spying on me. I have the feeling he’s doing so. He might be around me at the moment. I feel like my life is being endangered by what that guy is doing. Forget it; don’t talk about the guy anymore. Tomorrow’s lesson is culture and communication. Wonder that is tomorrow topic about. I’m tire… Wanting went home early today in before the second meeting. I’m thinking should I take the train to hougang or to sengkang. Don’t feel like moving my body. I’m wearing heels today. I’m getting used to wear heels. I remember the days when I had problems wearing the heels. You can see the way I walk during that time. I couldn’t keep myself balanced. Walking in a very awkward manner. I’ve been posting a lot of journals recently. One reason was I’m too bore. The other reason was I love writing my feelings down and that makes me feel a lot better rather keeping them in my heart. That why I never want to open up to anyone unless they can make me trust them completely. Maybe I’m weird in my own way. But that’s what I am. After for so long, I finally reached home safe and sound. Still typing this long journal. My dad is back from work early today and he’s sleeping at the moment. But the house was quiet when my mum’s at home. Though she’s having her off day for today and tomorrow, there’s no sign of my mum at home. Don’t know where the hell she gone to. Maybe she went out. Okay my mum is back. I think she went to visit my precious grandma. I’m ending here for the time being. Till I have the time I will post another new journal again.
P.S: I saw princle head today in the school canteen while I was having lunch with my friends. He walked passed me. I think he saw me. Whatever is not my business anyway...