Friday, May 20, Morning. I’m on the way to school with my eyes sleepy and dry. Dressed up nicely for the school sports dinner tonight at harbor front. I’m so unwilling to go when I was being informed about the attire. Semi-formal attire. Half of my mood had gone with the rain. And it ends at 11. I wonder how I am supposed to go home this late. I don’t have any money to get a cab anyway. I don’t dare to spend any unnecessary money now. My family needs more money than I do. At least I save at bit can help them, I think. There was an announcement about the UT I took last week. Due to some network problem, all the year two students have to re-take the UT. Everyone is complaining about retaking it. And which means next week, I have to take 3 UTs. Yup, one is for the object oriented programming module, the other is the database module. And lastly is the web multimedia, the module which I have to take again. This time I had to be prepare for all of them. Going to get good grades if I can. Hope so. My mum will be leaving for Kuala Lumpur this evening with her good friend Catherine. And will be gone for days till Tuesday. Feels kind of weird. Maybe it’s because of my grandma. She had been asking my mum to be careful of the place and the people around her. That’s the reason why my mum losses her interest for the trip and feels so terrible for leaving. But there’s one thing on my stupid mind, which is grandma is concern about her daughter. Mum does not realize that whenever I go somewhere with my friends, she does that too. Like mother like daughter. What’s there to say for such things? Seriously I’m also quite worried for her, rather than to worry about myself. Is that a progress of changing to adulthood? Still it feels weird. I don’t dare to say anything about the trip to my mum, I know what she will say to me.