Monday, today is the first day of sch... and my body is aching like hell... had been going for my morning jog during the weekend with my mum... had not been going for jogging for the past 2 months, which was since my grandpa was unable to walk very well. but it wasnt that painful after all, compare to my first time after my ite days for 2 whole years... i have been craving to play badminton... but always find no one to play with mi... it's so damn impossible to play alone... haha... crap... obviously... ya... okay okay... i went to pray last sat with my mum, over at the bugis temple... it was so crowded... i was almost die of being squeezed... haha... surprisingly, i was told by my mum that it was my chinese birthday... then next day, which was sunday, was birthday was kuan yin... haha... that day, i spent around $5o something over on girls things... hehe... i realized that my birthday coming soon... next coming week... haha... lost memory... this year, i want to spend it in a peaceful and quiet birthday... i want to keep it simple... i feel much more peaceful after praying on sat. before that, i felt my soul have been ripped into parts and millions of bugs and worms chewing on my bones... i feel like i'm like the emperor in the book called "the empress orchid"... the poor emperor...