Monday, August 22, 2005, I’m in the train heading back home. Just finished attending my very first lesson of the week. And I already feel that half of my life gone with the wind. I think that my health is going down the drain. Been sick since last Wednesday. Though I might look okay, but it’s like hell inside me.
Now my back’s aching like hell, especially my neck. Actually it’s not just my back; it’s the whole of my body. I feel like I’m being torn apart. Feeling a bit hungry, and trying not to think about it. It’s still a long way before I reach home. And the train now heading for potong pasir. This is a place which given me a lot of memory. The days while I’m having fun in archery. But now, it seems to disappear.
I’m having UT tomorrow again. I just had one today. I don’t feel like taking it tomorrow. But for some reasons, I need to take. Now I’m hoping for the train to go faster. I finished my RJ in school. There’s no need to do quiz and evaluation today. So happy, but yet tire. Finally, the old woman sitting beside me just now, finally got off the train. She was looking at what I was typing in here all the time. Stepping into my privacy. My comfort zone. I had nothing to type in here today.
All I want to say here is that I don’t want to go school tomorrow. Because, tomorrow’s is the freak Belle Wang’s lesson. Stupid Java, and there she’s goes to pick on me again. Hiaz…. Why do I have to meet such people? Oh my god. My eyes are shutting down soon. They are just to tire to open up. I can feel the pain and the weight on the eyelid. It’s so heavy. My train now heading towards hougang. I wonder when I will reach home. I’m too lazy to do anything today. My body just won’t move anymore.