Friday, it’s been two days after I return home from my archery camp in school. Now alone at home doing nothing. My heart feel like it’s being pierce through by thousands and millions of kunai. It’s so terrible. Why is that so if you are asking me? Because I’m beginning to have feeling for someone(deleting the name, due to some events). I thought I have forgotten my feelings for him since I found myself a person as a substitute for him. In the end, I found out that my feelings I have was still in my heart. I dare not approach him or anything else. Because I think that he’s being hurt too much and I think he hates me from the bottom of his heart. I saw his nick saying “missing you”. I wonder who he was referring to. But I’m definitely sure that I wasn’t the one he’s missing. My mind is in a mess now. I don’t know what I want. I think I better let nature takes its course.