Thinking of how to start for this entry. I’m in school, feeling sleepy again and bore. Nothing to do at the moment. I’m slacking today because of the UT. Did not sleep well last night. Made myself fully awake to study for it. This is why I’m so tire.
So bore in class, find no one to talk in msn. Been reading tons of resources from the net and those given by Leelin. Yet there are some of the things I don’t understand, especially the diagrams. All I understand was the sending and receiving part. And what they will do if the information’s were not pass.
I wonder if the work is finish. And seriously, I don’t think that it’s finish. I went up and down of the school just to spend my time away. I even went out of school. I’m going for archery today, I wonder what time will they end the session. Because I’m tire. I want to go back home and rest. Also I want to go market and buy some cooking ingredients. Planning to cook something tomorrow. Don’t feel like going out. Too tire to go anywhere. I planned a lot of things for tomorrow. Oh ya, I want to go library too. To get some books of Java. Need to feed on books again, but no choice, I want to get a better grade and understand what Liu Wei is talking about. Another reason is that I want that facilitator of mine to stop asking me and shooting my team. Though we have an expert in our team, but it’s kinda scary to that too.
Another few more minutes, the facilitator for this module I’m taking today going to come back and then we’ll start the third meeting. This time my eyes are really going to close. Eat too much, sit too much and then nothing to do. The air-con is blowing towards me, making me even want to sleep more. And it’s cold. I’m having another sore throat again. It just got well not long ago. Then now it’s coming back. I’ve been sick since the 2nd week since the school started. Thinking of what think I should do after I finish typing this entry. Planning to change my blog skin. Again? Yup, because I’m too free and bore.
Listening to song, and still hoping for someone to message me in msn. I just remember that I’m still considering about whether I want to join the company that meiling works in. The reason I’m still thinking is because I don’t think I can do well for it and I don’t have the time. Still I have no confidence in myself at all. But in another way, I think that it’s rather a good opportunity for me to earn some money while I’m still studying. At least I have some money when I need some.
Someday last week, I was talking with meiling on msn and she told me that someone I hated the most asked her about me. Actually, I wanted to say that it’s none of his concern to ask me how I was doing. I don’t want him to know anything about me. Because whatever happen to me, it’s still none of his business. We have nothing related at all. And I don’t want to see and hear anything about him forever. So this goes to him as well. I feel fortunate suddenly. At least I more happy than before and make myself suffer every now and then. It’s silly to do those things in the past. Taking this part of my life as experience and lesson. And this lesson has a great price to pay. Forget it; don’t want to think about it anymore. Looking forward to the future of my life.