Today the 4th of October 4, 2005, second day since the second semester starts yesterday. Well, the things have been going well for today. At least I spend it in a happy mood. Hopefully the mood will not fade away after I reach home. I’m in the train now typing this entry. Decided to take train today, because there are too many people over at the school bus stop. It was too scary to see such a scene. And I prefer to have a quite place. In the bus there too much people, so there will be a lot noises. It’s irritating to me.
I’ve already finished my work in school. So I’ll very free at home to slack. Anyway, tomorrow is Wednesday, and it’s my off day. Another free day for me to rest. I had already promised with Hwee Wun just now that we’ll be going to do the nails arts next time together with Amy. Meiling just messaged me, asking me what time I was going to sleep tonight, she wanted to pass me something. I wonder what it is. Somehow I have this feeling that she’s playing a joke on me. But still I think I should have the trust in her, because she is my friend.
I have already given on the person I liked. Let the wind blow this feeling away from me. And maybe I’ll give a try with someone else. That’s a maybe. I’m considering it at the moment. The reason is still holding me back. Seriously, I don’t think I’ll be able to step out of my door till I’m really ready to take on another one. Just like what Sheena said, “It’s really very hard for a person who’s been hurt that deeply to step out so easily”. I totally agreed on she said.
I just uploaded some more pictures taken during the camp, during the lunch break. My reflection journal for today was similar as yesterday. The facilitator today gave me a shock the moment he came into my class. He looked so much like Eric. The actions and the look, look almost the same. But that definitely wasn’t Eric brother. Because the surname is different.
Listening to my favorite as usual. But I wasn’t concentrating on where my train has gone to. Very engrossed in typing this entry. I had lunch with the girls from my last semester class together with Leong Yong. The only guy who join us during the lunch break. So long never see them, missed them a lot. So many things to talk about. Finally, the lady who was sitting beside me got off the train. She was looking at what I was typing. Stepping into my privacy. Never see a laptop before is it? So idiotic.
Don put his lap coat into the archery cabinet again. No wonder the cabinet stinks like hell. Haha…. I made few friends today. Hopefully they are friendly enough. May God bless me that.