Saturday, it’s the first Saturday of 2006. And I’m alone at home now typing this entry. Rather bore cause nothing to do at the moment. Though I have a book to which I have not finish reading it. Okay, I think something weird is going on. Suddenly my laptop played “honey” sang by Cyndi Wang Xin Ling. And then it now it just stopped half way playing. I can swear to God that I did not do anything and I didn’t even play that song today. All I played on my precious laptop was her new song. Okay it just played again. I have an eerie feeling now. And I hope it was my wild thoughts making me getting scare. It stops again. I think it’ll go on and off. Ermm…. Something is not quite right. Now my house is getting dark. Going to rain soon. Hope nothing will happen. Praying hard.
I don’t think that my sis is going to come today. Cause look at the time now, it’s already early evening. And I think she knows that my mum won’t be at home for few days, maybe she won’t want to come at all. Don’t ask me where my mum went, because I don’t know. Our war still hasn’t end yet. It’s raining heavily at the moment. And I just messaged her, but she did not reply. If she really going to come, she’ll contact me. Since there’s no contact at all, means not coming at all.
Anyway, I think I summarized what I did for this week. I’ll start form Tuesday onwards, since Monday, was a public holiday, and has nothing to write about other than my sis stayed from last Saturday till Monday. Okay, Tuesday, my first of school. I went to school with a sleepy face and the whole I did nothing at all. Other than presenting the power point slides to the facilitator and the class. I was not quite in a good mood since I’ve to merge team with the others since my team has only three people that day.
And since I merged team, I was feeling uneasy. Because I felt left out and even though I did asked them about the progress so that I can fit in to help out, but seems like they finished everything and there’s nothing left for me to do. So all day I was talking in the msn and reading up resources, going out for lunch with my friends for a long time before I went back to class and sit down to chat on the msn again. I’m feeling restless the whole time. Then Rui Rong message me, asking what I want to do with the 50 bucks that Eric “reward” us (me, Rui Rong and Wanting). So, I suggested using it and if it’s not enough for the three of us on the Sakae Sushi, then we going to “send” him the receipt and claim the extra money we pay for.
And after school, immediately we took a cab down to Tiong Baru and had our feast. It was so nice and really enjoyed myself. I suddenly had a feeling at that time, feeling so great. Because it has been a long time since the three of us gathered together, eating and have fun. Really, missed those days when we were together in archery. Chatting and gossiping over at Mac’s till we satisfied. Now we are busy with our own stuffs, wanting need to go for training, Rui Rong has to work, and I go home straight after lesson everyday. Seems like I’m the one who has the most time and nothing to do. But during the holidays, I was busy shopping for clothes for cny and working.
Okay, I’ve just received a call from my sis saying that she’ll be coming over to stay tonight. At last I have some company at night for today. Tomorrow night I’ll be all alone again. Monday I have to attend lesson again. Wonder if everything’s going to be alright for me. Back to what I was saying just now, after the feast, we walked around to let ourselves “digest” a bit. Then we went to Mac as wanting need to do her quiz, but by the time she wanted to do, the quiz was already closed. We were five minutes late. Then since she can’t do her quiz, Rui Rong decided to finish her RJ there. So we chatted till I dozed off. It’s not because it was boring but it’s that I’m tired. Before going back home, I went to get some bread for myself, for the next day which is Wednesday; I don’t have to go for school. It’s my day off. So that ended my first day of school.
After Wednesday, I did not went to school for two whole days. My back aching came back to visit me again. It was painful and I couldn’t move at all. But I managed to cook and washed my clothes by forced. It was like hell. Now whenever I need to sit, I need cushions to support, if not I’ll be having a hard time with my back again. It’s been raining constantly for a few days now. Making me feel moody. Raining does make a person’s emotion change. I think I’ll go bath now just in case my sis want to bring her girl go for treatment later. It’s not hair treatment. It’s some Chinese treatment to prevent her from having cold sweats. If not going, then I’ll just lie on my bed and continue reading the book.