Thursday, I’m now in class typing this entry. Just finished presenting the work to the class and my team was the first to go. Didn’t really say much stuffs, only explained the part which I did. I don’t know what to type in here and what to say. I don’t want to type anything unhappy in here anymore. So I won’t type in what happened to me recently. Been really tire for all this shit stuffs.
I went to watched movie with wenlin yesterday. Though the movie was not my type of taste, but still I enjoy the outing. Because I feel much better after going out with some friends. At least I can forget those nasty incidents for some time. Before that I went to pay my phone bill at Hougang Mall. They moved to the fourth level and I had a hard time finding it.
It’s raining now, and I didn’t bring any umbrella. Wonder how am I going to get home later after school. Tire and stress like usual. The way I’m feeling now, I don’t think anyone can understand. I’m hoping that this lesson could end early and reach home before the rain start to pour heavily.
Had my UT today and I don’t think I’ll be able to do well for this time. And watching shows i brought recently on my laptop. Saw wanting today, and she another don, the moment they saw me, they hit my head. Though it’s just playing and I don’t mind, but I was wondering why they react the same way when they saw me. Do I look like a pop-out nail, and makes them want to hit me? I don’t know, they know the answer themselves.
The rain is getting heavier and I’m worrying how do I get home. And liu wei is taking his own sweet time presenting his power point. I feel like throwing something at him to make him speed up. Though it’s only 3 teams presenting, but the speed is like snail. i want to rest, going home early is so lonely, I always wanted to be alone at home, but after that, I feel so lonely. What I really want is someone to really care for. Not BGR, I don’t want care from such kind of relationship. I given out so much, but I’m always disappointed.
Looking for things to do now, because I have nothing more to say. So will be submitting this entry. Life is so boring and I’m looking for things which will change my life into a more exciting one. I hope god he will hear what I say here and in my heart.