Sunday, 14th May 14, 2006, I’m now over at Bukit Gombak control station waiting for Amy to reach, and then go to Hwee Wun’s house to do the project diagram. Still got to wait for another 1 hour since there’s sudden change of time and venue. Munching on my sandwich while waiting. Listening to the songs, have not been feeling rather “sunny side up” recently. Been very busy ever since school starts. Attending lesson, going for FYP (Final Year Project) meeting with the project advisor, doing the Timeline for the project, going for talk to gain CE points, going for workshop in school, going for my back therapy on every Wednesday and Saturday. There’s totally no time to take a short break. Not grumbling, but I wish I could have some time for my own. The only time I have is when I’m sleeping. Thank God for not taking my sleeping time away from me. But even when sleeping, I don’t sleep well. Keep waking up in the middle of the night to check the time, thinking that I’m late for school. This is another form of my stress.
Going for the workshop the next coming Wednesday from 1130 to 1330, and then have to rush down to Doby Ghuat for my back therapy appointment which is at 1500. No time to take my breakfast and lunch again just like last Wednesday. By the way today is Mother’s Day, and wherever I go I see families taking their mums or wife for a treat. Making this day special for them, yet my mum is working today. Though I have no money to do anything for my mum, but I still hope that she can take a rest for just today. Feeling rather thirsty, the apple juice I just drank is really very sweet. Must have added a lot of sugar inside. Regretted for not looking clearly before buying the stupid juice. Wasted my money, though it’s only for eighty cents, but its still money.
My precious is going out of batt again. And I still have 45 minutes more to wait. Long waiting is like the whole of your life. Okay, I end this journal first. Wait till my precious have full batt again, I’ll type some more in here. Anyway, to all the mothers in this whole wide world, Happy Mother’s Day. Your child loves you very much.
Monday, May 15, 2006, its 0744 am in the morning. And I’m already in school waiting for my lab class room to be open. Just had my breakfast and a few mouthful of plain water. Planning to just take in fruits for the whole day and nothing else. Don’t feel like eating anything, I think I’m having eating phobia; food doesn’t amaze my eating appetite. Just sneezed, the block I’m having my lesson is so cold. And which is why I’m always with my jacket on.
Talk something about yesterday, I reached home about almost 7 in the evening. Lucky Amy’s boyfriend willing to drive me home from Hwee Wun’s place. But the whole time over at her place, we only managed to do the Use Case Diagram. And we took quite a lot of photos at her house and especially with her hair messy. But because we only manage to do only one of the diagrams yesterday, we have to stay back after school at the library to finish the rest of the diagram. And the worse case is, we will be meeting our project advisor tomorrow after school. Oh my God. Everything is so rush, and we are so tire and pack with our stuffs.
I’m pretty tire today, but actually I’m tire all along. So makes no difference. The worse of the day is that I hate today’s and tomorrow’s lesson. I just hate my team mates for today. And as for tomorrow will be some of the team mates and the facilitator. Because tomorrow’s lesson is the last week for the fourth week. And when it comes to this lesson, Bryan and I will be tire like hell. Because, the work is always done by us, and then the credit is always taken away from us. Don’t know what the facilitator is thinking and where are his eyes. But hopefully today’s lesson will be better and fun. I need some life and some stuff to brighten my life.
My life has been the worse since the school term starts. And today everything will end faster. I don’t feel like doing anything for today’s lesson. But the facilitator for today is good. And I don’t have any grudge with her. Sunday, 14th May 14, 2006, I’m now over at Bukit Gombak control station waiting for Amy to reach, and then go to Hwee Wun’s house to do the project diagram. Still got to wait for another 1 hour since there’s sudden change of time and venue. Munching on my sandwich while waiting. Listening to the songs, have not been feeling rather “sunny side up” recently. Been very busy ever since school starts. Attending lesson, going for FYP (Final Year Project) meeting with the project advisor, doing the Timeline for the project, going for talk to gain CE points, going for workshop in school, going for my back therapy on every Wednesday and Saturday. There’s totally no time to take a short break. Not grumbling, but I wish I could have some time for my own. The only time I have is when I’m sleeping. Thank God for not taking my sleeping time away from me. But even when sleeping, I don’t sleep well. Keep waking up in the middle of the night to check the time, thinking that I’m late for school. This is another form of my stress.
Going for the workshop the next coming Wednesday from 1130 to 1330, and then have to rush down to Doby Ghuat for my back therapy appointment which is at 1500. No time to take my breakfast and lunch again just like last Wednesday. By the way today is Mother’s Day, and wherever I go I see families taking their mums or wife for a treat. Making this day special for them, yet my mum is working today. Though I have no money to do anything for my mum, but I still hope that she can take a rest for just today. Feeling rather thirsty, the apple juice I just drank is really very sweet. Must have added a lot of sugar inside. Regretted for not looking clearly before buying the stupid juice. Wasted my money, though it’s only for eighty cents, but its still money.
My precious is going out of batt again. And I still have 45 minutes more to wait. Long waiting is like the whole of your life. Okay, I end this journal first. Wait till my precious have full batt again, I’ll type some more in here. Anyway, to all the mothers in this whole wide world, Happy Mother’s Day. Your child loves you very much.
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Monday, May 15, 2006, its 0744 am in the morning. And I’m already in school waiting for my lab class room to be open. Just had my breakfast and a few mouthful of plain water. Planning to just take in fruits for the whole day and nothing else. Don’t feel like eating anything, I think I’m having eating phobia; food doesn’t amaze my eating appetite. Just sneezed, the block I’m having my lesson is so cold. And which is why I’m always with my jacket on.
Talk something about yesterday, I reached home about almost 7 in the evening. Lucky Amy’s boyfriend willing to drive me home from Hwee Wun’s place. But the whole time over at her place, we only managed to do the Use Case Diagram. And we took quite a lot of photos at her house and especially with her hair messy. But because we only manage to do only one of the diagrams yesterday, we have to stay back after school at the library to finish the rest of the diagram. And the worse case is, we will be meeting our project advisor tomorrow after school. Oh my God. Everything is so rush, and we are so tire and pack with our stuffs.
I’m pretty tire today, but actually I’m tire all along. So makes no difference. The worse of the day is that I hate today’s and tomorrow’s lesson. I just hate my team mates for today. And as for tomorrow will be some of the team mates and the facilitator. Because tomorrow’s lesson is the last week for the fourth week. And when it comes to this lesson, Bryan and I will be tire like hell. Because, the work is always done by us, and then the credit is always taken away from us. Don’t know what the facilitator is thinking and where are his eyes. But hopefully today’s lesson will be better and fun. I need some life and some stuff to brighten my life.
My life has been the worse since the school term starts. And today everything will end faster. I don’t feel like doing anything for today’s lesson. But the facilitator for today is good. And I don’t have any grudge with her.