This is the first time I create this entry after I formatted my laptop from last Friday. And the worse case was, the people from the IT helpdesk did not help me to install the Microsoft Office. Actually that was not the worse, the worse of the worse was that when I reached home, i realised that the CD-ROM for my internet connection couldn't run. Which means that i can't install the program and also means that I will not be able to go to the Internet. Feeling very Frustrated and tired from all these things happening to me all at once, I called up the service center and asked for help.
Lucky they have another way out for me to get the connection back. After all the commotion, I tried to install all the programs I wanted into my laptop, except for the Microsoft Office, which I have to go back to school, connect to the school VPN and get those things install to my laptop. Also all my videos and songs were all gone too. I couldn't do any backups and I initially thought that they only format my C drive. Who one earth knows that I need to format the whole laptop instead. It's like another bad news happened to me.
The day before something gulity happened to me. I don't want to say anything in here. Just in case that people read and spread it around. Now i can't trust anyone or anyplace. Not even there. I used to think that this is a place where i can typed out all my feelings and just myself. Being the real me. But somehow recently I feel that someone has been reading my blog and been spreading around things around me. Maybe I'm thinking too much or whatever, but I really need to prevent unwanted stuffs to happen, so that me, my friends around me and the ones I love would not be hurt.
Went out with my sister and her two kids last Saturday to bugis. Walked around that place and had our dinner over at Sakae Sushi, my sis treat. Saw something I like but did not buy it, because I want to save money for the trip to overseas at the end of this year. Think it'll would be the last time I going over overseas for holiday the last time., though it was my second time going somewhere far. Because after this I'll be very busy and after graduation, will be looking for jobs and start my working life. So don't think will have any more chance to go anywhere, anymore. Also going to watch "Little Man" movie this coming Wednesday. With my friends of course.
I miss my life from the past. Being innocent and having fun without any worries. Or the only worries I had for that past time was studies. Trying my very best to do well, score well for each and every test, exams and hoping to go the school and course I wanted. I did it in the end, yet every year, I realise something changing. Time passes by quickly and without any of us knowing it. The burdens and problems I face keep adding on non-stop. The only day I'm set free from all these things, I guess it would be the day I die. Recently keep thinking of making my life go faster so that my life would end faster. But on the other way round, if it really becomes like this, I would not be able to spend my time with the ones i love the most and enjoy it like as if we are at the end of the world.
Feeing rather emotional at the moment. Don't know what came over me to be like this. Been talking to me friend who's over at China at the moment for attachment. By the way, my trip to Pulau Tekong for tomorrow has been cancelled. Because Rui Rong couldn't make it tomorrow so have to miss it. Don't blame her at all, because her work is important. End here for now.