This is the lastest photo I had took and I don't think I want to take anymore photos. And I might going to close this blog and not write anymore. I want to stop writing, dreaming and creating things. I'm tire and giving everything up. The breaking free lyric is just part of my dream, part of my hope, part of my will. I'm going to give up everyone of them. So that at least I won't feel that bad because I can't seems to reach and achieve them.
Just got my FYP1 grade, and it turns out to be a D+. Better than nothing but the problem now is I don't know if I want to rework. There's a lot of possibilities I'm thinking. Then my family still waiting for my answer if I'll be able to for holiday at the end of this year. If I can, means they can enjoy themselves too, but if I can't means they also won't be going too and I've ruin their chance of going out. Because they don't want to let me stay at home alone, due to the perverted guy. And also this might be my last chance of travelling to other countries.
"I want to break free, fly and soar up in the clear blue sky. Hope there's a star in heaven that I can reach."
P.S:
To EVAD, I'm not going to do anything that's going to hurt anyone, especially her. You had choosen this path, so please face it, don't say anything that going to hurt anyone of us there. Make her happy and love her with all your heart. And I want to carry on with my life and do what I'm suppose to do with God's plan. Don't make me take the wrong step just because of my feelings. I don't want to do anything with my feelings anymore, I'm going to throw it away for the rest of my life.