I just changed my blog address a few minutes ago and after so long, I decided to change it back to a private blog page. I don't want anymore people to come in and read what I'm typing in here. Too much people knowing my on-going things and my daily life. Too much things I need to type in here yet because I've open it to the public, I can't say too much things. And the only person I've informed about changing my webpage was Ruirong. And no one else because I'm too hurt to let anyone to intrude my own personal reliving area.
Today I just realised one thing. There's never been true friends around me. Yes, I'm deeply heart broken about it, because the one whom always I treated as a good friend, my only true friend said something really broke my heart.
All because of someone from our group, creating trouble and causing conflicts. And the person I'm calling as a friend called me stupid. Yes, I'm being a stupid idiot to stand beside her, giving her all the support she needs this is what I get after all these things I had for her. Wasting my time and effort whenver she needed me. So I'm a stupid idiot in her eyes. Fine! Wasting my time to go look for jobs and calling her along so that she can have a opportunity to get a job as well. So this is the response I get from her. Being a real stupid idiot and a clown.
This is the second time I faced such things. First is the inccident during the FYP. Friends back-stabbing and almost failing my first FYP. Now is this such childish thing that causes things to turn out this way. And I should really thank that person who created the trouble, because it finally let me see things in a clearer way. Let me see how the person I used to call true friend, the truth of how she think and sees in me. A fool towards her and for her to make use of.
Today will be the last day I'll be calling her my friend and no more. I'm awake now, I can the truth, and the fake things she made up of. So who's the one can acted so well huh? Well, she's the one, I should go order and make a trophy for her, and title her as "The best actress of the years". I should go thank her as well, for making realise such things. There are no true friends after all in this world. And I'm really all alone in this world.